Having an "ordained" body of work like "Bad Hair Does Not Exist!/Pelo Malo No Existe!" is a blessing. "Ordained" is one of the boldest titles I've ever used as a descriptor. There are times when I forget to use in my speeches and I feel the blessings run short. Being blessed with a book like "Bad Hair Does Not Exist" is a constant reminder that It's not me but God. I feel that I have to do something great with it all the time because the "Talent" is not meant to be hidden, it's meant to be multiplied. I have to admit it is draining at times and fear kicks in often. Draining because God's blessing is not one dimensional. Like the human body has many parts but all function as one, this book functions pretty much the same way. There is the angle of being the hero to my daughters, self-esteem, anti-bullying, global impact, entrepreneur, enterprising, media, book sales, no book sales, partnerships, contracts, etc.. Fear kicks in because I must take this blessing to victory always. It's my way of saying "Thank You." I have to remind myself, that the hardest part was done for me and that is God provided the experience, the paper, the pen and the illustrator. That reminder gives me the courage to Kick that fear away. Kick my focus on high gear and start to work towards the goal. What is the goal? What does Victory look like to me? For starters selling 500 copies because of media would be great. Would like an endorsement from Beyonce, Oprah, Michele Obama to sell 5000+ copies and qualify for the board of Ed and Public Libraries. A 10K books -Book tour 100% sponsored by companies like Unilever, Pantene or Loreal to travel within the US, Central America, South America, Caribbean and Africa. A publishing deal that makes monitory sense would be also good as added value. When fear Kicks In... I just know its time to work to bring home the victory. YUP!